Moon Fairy

"As the light of the moon illuminated the dark room where i hide, the tears from my eyes fell like shining pearls..."


Cold was the wind for me as it played with the curtains in the window where I sat. As the world slowly rotates, I kept on thinking about the happy memories with you, little happy memories. I bit my lower lip just to stop myself from crying, to stop myself from thinking about the hurtful memories that accompanied those happy memories.

I thought i'm strong. I thought that i'm immune and I thought that I'm powerful enough to stop the pain from entering my heart, but I was wrong. As days go by, the pain keeps on putting a lot of holes in my heart leaving unwanted scars that replays every word and every action of yours that says, you can't love me back.

But i'm not asking you to love me back, I just want you to let me love you, I just want you to accept. I hated the way you act and the way you treat me. It seems like your shouting voicelessly on my face that you don't need me, that you don't care about me and that all you care was her to love you back....that I'm just nothing to you, that I'm just a trash--a nemesis!

If you can only see how my tears blotted the ink on my paper as I wrote this one, you might pity me, but I can't say it to you, because even if I can open my mouth, no words can come out from it...I'm a mute, a silent lover. And even if I use my hands to communicate with you, still you can't see it for the truth would still prevail that your vision is darkened.

I'll just continue to write letters for you, who knows maybe someday the fairy from the moon will send it to your dreams in your peaceful night of sleep....