Nonsense

"AYaw ko na talagang umulit!!!!""

Maraming beses ko na 'tong sinasabi pero hanggang ngayon ganun parin ang nangyayari...

Huhaiex..ayaw ko na pero bumabalik na naman tapos ayaw ko tapos bumabalik ulit...

Ewan ko....... 

huhuhuhuhuhu..iniyakan ko na to dati...pero wala paring nangyari..akala ko madadala lang yon ng mga luha ko pero walang nagyari!!!!!!!!!

huhuhuhu

mas mabuti pang magbehave..or mag-isolate para hindi ako makakita ng ibang tao...at ng hindi ako makadiscover ng mga bagay na magpapasakit sa puso ko...

yeah, i had never been that good....

and i'm stupid, stubborn and an idiot..i wish i'm smart....but i guess i'm not smart when it comes to love..

I have difficulties on analyzing things involved in love....

I wish my heart is a stone..who can never feel pain and will just stay the same no matter what happens...T_T

what I mean is a very big rock, so that nobody can move me....huhuhuhuhu

I'm so DEPRESSED and DOWN and NERVOUS and WHATEVER...

I don't want to feel this anymore..:(

I'm such a nonsense who keeps on doing things so that he'll have some clue on what i really feel inside...

But i guess he doesn't care anyway, i'm just a stranger...

a person who's not important in his life...

He never really cared for me...and i feel like my existence is useless...

huhuhuhuhuhu

IN JESUS NAME! Lure of Satan....I know i will overcome this feeling and i'll be very proud to stand in front of everybody saying...

"KAYA KO NAMAN PALA EH...THANK YOU LORD!"

whatever....